"I’m sorry.- Should I stay.
For both you and me,
that my existence does not help you
cope with your loneliness."
"- I said. :(
“Leave.” I said.
But really, I wanted you to stay.
I wanted you to tell me everything was going to be okay. I wanted to be safe in your arms; but for some reason I just couldn’t. I just watched you walk out the door and out of my life.